I miss himm.....?

ok, so i went 2 mexico 4 winter break, and i met one of my cousins friends. i didnt know him well, and didnt intend to. then on new years, we had this huge bonfire and he told my cousins he liked me, and they told me, then, idk, we started hugging and holding hands. since that day forward, we hugged and held hands alot. he was nice, sweet, and cute. but then i came back and miss him alot. his name is Oved. im not here slitting my throat 4 him, but i miss him. im moving on, but slowly. sometimes we acted like we didnt kno eachother then, then the next day we'd be hugging an holding hands. he showed he liked me to everyone, and i felt special with him. here, in illinois, i barely get looked at by a guy, just a few. but over there in mexico, everyone knew eachother, and alot of guys seemed interested. my cousins knew we liked eachother, and one day, when it was just me and my cousins, we were saying who we liked, and they asked me, "do u want to know who oved likes?" then they told me "katty, he likes her but just likes hugging you. he said that once u leave ur gonna leave him heartbroken" then they start laffing. but then i asked my close cousin, asked her if oved was the kind of guy to flirt a lot, and she said no. what made me feel special is that i'd be randomly sitting, and he comes up behind me and starts stroking my neck, or HED b sitting and id come behind him and start playing around w/ his hair, and hed grab my hands and put them on his chest.


but then one day my cousin got kinda mad at me the last few days i was there for telling her mom about these text msgs shes been getting from this guy. then, when i came back 2 illinois, i told my mom and uncle that she'd been mad. my uncle came to illinois with us to earn money to send to his family over there in mexico. so my uncle tells me "he probably wasnt as mad, it was jelousy. because oved and her used to have a thing for eachother, but then he liked you." i got all red because even he noticed us. my uncles son is cery sincere, he's 9, 4 years younger than me. well, he told me one day, "do u like oved?" then i tell him, "why?" then he sais "cause he told me he likes you." so i was smiles all day. but then again, my older cousins (same age as me), know i like him, but everytime they see him w/ me, they say, "so do u like her?!" it just seems to be my 2 cousins that act as if oved told them he doesnt like me, but everyone else seems to know. well, now he's gone, until my dad decides 2 take me 2 mexico again, but hes still in my mind. please tell me anything u think about this. idk, i just had to write my feelings down. thanks

I miss himm.....?
Aww that is really sweet. I'm not sure what to tell you. Your cousins do seem quite jealous. And they should be. Lol. But they should also just be happy you had fun. I'm sorry you had to leave him like that.





Don't worry about it though. Just try to make yourself open to meeting new people back in Illinois. That's all I can say. But that's good - it sounds like you had fun in Mexico. Made some good memories, right?
Reply:O_O um...well I d k


I guess u can ask ur cusin for his # and then call him ^-^


AND what is the question???????
Reply:It's hard getting over someone that you really liked. Its possible but a really hard and slow process. writing down your feelings is a good things. don't worry it will be ok!
Reply:yea yu miss him
Reply:Yeah. your situation sucks. i' very sorry.
Reply:should have got his #
Reply:This is really more of a diary entry than a question. Too much drama, hon.





I'll take my two points and go now.
Reply:Bummer
Reply:write to him and tell him the way you feel and i hope he rights you back.
Reply:If you like him that much, then why don't you just ask your cousin for his contact information and talk to him!
Reply:what's your question?
Reply:Maybe u might be able to go bak to mexico, but writing down ur feelings may help u move on. U need to just move on and find someone else!!!
Reply:i dont care what his name is whats your question
Reply:So Theresss No Question ?
Reply:It's too bad you never really got to know the guy without the intimacy. I prefer the kind of guys who can tell you how they feel themselves and you don't need third parties. If it's meant to be, you'll get back together. He lives in Mexico. What would it be like if he married you just to be a US citizen? Too tricky for me. You'll meet other guys when you're older and able to leave home and see the world. Don't rush into romance because then you won't have your freedom and won't have a chance to know what you're missing. Is that really what you want to do with your life?
Reply:u know what.i stoped reading this load of crap half way in. girl, u need 2 shut up about "omg i miss him". things happen like this. and all this typing, wow.
Reply:i dont know what your asking
Reply:what is the question?