Miss him...?

ok, so i went 2 mexico 4 winter break, and i met one of my cousins friends. i didnt know him well, and didnt intend to. then on new years, we had this huge bonfire and he told my cousins he liked me, and they told me, then, idk, we started hugging and holding hands. since that day forward, we hugged and held hands alot. he was nice, sweet, and cute. but then i came back and miss him alot. his name is Oved. im not here slitting my throat 4 him, but i miss him. im moving on, but slowly. sometimes we acted like we didnt kno eachother then, then the next day we'd be hugging an holding hands. he showed he liked me to everyone, and i felt special with him. here, in illinois, i barely get looked at by a guy, just a few. but over there in mexico, everyone knew eachother, and alot of guys seemed interested. my cousins knew we liked eachother, and one day, when it was just me and my cousins, we were saying who we liked, and they asked me, "do u want to know who oved likes?" then they told me "katty, he likes her but just likes hugging you. he said that once u leave ur gonna leave him heartbroken" then they start laffing. but then i asked my close cousin, asked her if oved was the kind of guy to flirt a lot, and she said no. what made me feel special is that i'd be randomly sitting, and he comes up behind me and starts stroking my neck, or HED b sitting and id come behind him and start playing around w/ his hair, and hed grab my hands and put them on his chest.


but then one day my cousin got kinda mad at me the last few days i was there for telling her mom about these text msgs shes been getting from this guy. then, when i came back 2 illinois, i told my mom and uncle that she'd been mad. my uncle came to illinois with us to earn money to send to his family over there in mexico. so my uncle tells me "he probably wasnt as mad, it was jelousy. because oved and her used to have a thing for eachother, but then he liked you." i got all red because even he noticed us. my uncles son is cery sincere, he's 9, 4 years younger than me. well, he told me one day, "do u like oved?" then i tell him, "why?" then he sais "cause he told me he likes you." so i was smiles all day. but then again, my older cousins (same age as me), know i like him, but everytime they see him w/ me, they say, "so do u like her?!" it just seems to be my 2 cousins that act as if oved told them he doesnt like me, but everyone else seems to know. well, now he's gone, until my dad decides 2 take me 2 mexico again, but hes still in my mind. please tell me anything u think about this. idk, i just had to write my feelings down. thanks

Miss him...?
i hate to say this..but long distance relationships dont work..i would forget ab him..and if u go back to mexico then yall could get togther..i no its hard but move on
Reply:awwwwww thats really sweet


omg that must have been embarassing wen you found out about ur cousin
Reply:move to mexico

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